Hey Rainbow Brite,
The first thing to do in your particular case is to LEARN to calm down. I've had panic attacks and they aren't fun. But, once I understood them, I began to work on myself psychologically and began to learn to control them. Years later, I've had none. I realized they were something that happened because I worried about things I had no control over anyway, so why worry.
Now, to get rid of an infection like this will take perseverance and drive. Remember that.
I have had infections in the past like this. Infectious agents are a peculiar thing. All they know how to do is eat and multiply. That's basically ALL THEY DO. So one must learn that to kill an infection completely, one must persevere until it's gone. No assumptions it will probably take at least a month of perseverance, but once it's gone, things will get better and your kidneys will heal.
Infections eat sugars of all kinds. Remember that. So, even eating organic cane Sugar right now is a mistake. It's great normally, but not right now. Eat low carb food for now. Keep that food that feeds them lowered for now.
Secondly, let's fight the infection with the most powerful AND SAFE Antibiotic on earth. Colloidal Silver . Now before you have another panic attack and say "I've already tried that and it didn't work." Let's start over and understand WHY it didn't work. Remember I said drive and perseverance? Okay, DON'T BUY ANY ONLINE SILVER PRODUCTS. They are expensive and some of them are useless. Go to http://www.thesilveredge.com
and buy their micro particle silver generator. I own one and it's top notch. Start making silver following their instructions to a tee. Keep making as much as you can. Buy some brown quart bottles to store it in to keep it out of the sunlight. I bought some here:
http://www.sks-bottle.com/340c/fin1.html
buy the 32oz size. There will be 12 in a case. That's fine, it will cost a little over $30 bucks once shipping is figured in. Now, make it and keep making it ALL THE TIME. When you pour your last batch into a quart bottle, make more!
Now, drink 8 ounces of this 10ppm silver 3 times daily 30 minutes BEFORE each meal. DON'T DRINK OR EAT ANYTHING FOR 30 MINUTES AFTER DRINKING THE SILVER. Sit back calmly during this time and take your mind off of the problem. Learn to relax. Do this program for the next month. Yes, for the next 30 days, do this 3 times daily as described. NO IT WON'T BE TOO MUCH SILVER. Regardless of what you have read on the internet. I do this all the time when I have to fight off an infection and I HAVE KIDNEY DISEASE. Has never hurt my kidneys ever. Practically all of the misinformation on the internet about Colloidal Silver is posted by AMA (American Medical Association) doctors who hate Colloidal Silver , because it eats into their profits of prescribing useless and very expensive Antibiotics like Cipro. STAY AWAY FROM THAT CRAP. The reason those Antibiotics don't work, is because the infectious agent is slowly able to mutate and be able to get past those Antibiotics . They mutate and become super bugs. They can't do that with silver. Silver prevents them from being able to multiply and also keeps them from being able to mutate. After all, guess who made it? God, he's really smart and knows how to make the best stuff.
One of the side benefits of taking silver for the rest of your life is you won't even catch colds or flus ever again.
Once the infection is gone, continue drinking 8 oz daily from now on.
I hope this helps.
Wolf