I'm sorry your husband is being a jack@$$... You must be a tough cookie to deal with mental/verbal abuse on top of having this other problem. Put on your shield and turn ~him~ off. Let his words fall to the ground then step on them. He is very miserable with himself.

Maybe mention to your Dr. that you are in an abusive relationship, but I wouldn't try to show the samples. They don't respond well to that kind of evidence... but I'd at least tell doc that you've seen some stuff.

Try to stay calm and collected when speaking and definitely don't talk about turning yourself off, you will be "Baker Acted". In fact quit letting those type thoughts creep in and think about what's good in your life!... or all the stuff you still want to accomplish!

Have you done any treatments or cleansing so far?

yes, chances are things would get worse if you tried to kill yourself
best way to insure that doesn't happen is to simply stop breathing if you can
few people can do that but it would be the safest way to let go
better option would be to get rid of the stuff that is making you miserable
can you do the cleansing protocol while looking for some work that you enjoy,
until you are no longer dependent on your husband for money?

Welcome to my world !!! I could not have said it better myself. I am in the exact same situation as you. My husband doesn't believe me and tells people that I am crazy, that it's "all in my head." but, my two cats are sick too. So, I suppose that the cats are crazy too! I have taken the cats to two separate vets, and neither one did anything. They gave them the drug, Revolution and said it kills everything. Well, apparently it doesn't because cats are getting worse. They have large patches of missing hair and hair is falling out in clumps w scabby stuff at the roots, and when the cats fur is wet, it separates into tracks and moves on its own, and they have flakes in their fur that looks like dandruff, and some scabby brown stuff on skin in some spots. It's sad. Their paws are sore. I bathed them in seltzen blue, and that helps, but only for a day or two and then just goes bath to same. I think it might be fungal, but not sure because I fine little where things on me. They look like fuzz, but when wet its clearly larvae of some sort. They are small and don't move. I find them in my clothes and I get bites when I sleep. It's so awful and no matter what I do they keep coming back. My husband refuses to even look at what I am talking about. He said that there are no bugs and I need to rest. I recently lost my teenage son in a tragic accident on Easter Sunday and so everyone thinks that I am manifesting this because I'm sad. I'm not. It's real. They are eating my couch and clothes too. They look like they are wrapped in thread sometimes, but sometimes not. I have tried everything to get rid of them and nothing works. I refuse to wear any of my clothes and bath constantly. Then I only wear white clothes that I can bleach and sleep on my couch that I covered in a plastic tarp and sheets that I wash everyday. It's awful to have something iting your skin and ou have no control over it. I called an exterminator and he's coming on Monday to check it out. I ordered every possible supplement I could find on amazon in addition to Antibiotics and vertox, plus permitheron cream. I actually store my clothing in the freezer. My husband is an attorney and very mean. He said he doesn't care and so what about a few bugs. He doesn't care because they aren't bothering him. Maybe he isn't allergic to them, or maybe he's the crazy one for allowing these parasites to feast on him and he doesn't care!!! Anyway, I can relate. And please don't kill yourself. When you kill yourself, it's not just you that you kill, you kill and destroy everyone that lives you that you leave behind. We are all here, and it's not fair to the people that you leave. I know from experience. Someone I love very much killed himself snd trust me, he didn't just kill himself, he killed me too, he killed his family, he destroyed us. Som before you do something like that, think about your siblings, your parents, your friends, do you want to do that to them? Trust me, they care. Best of luck... I understand. ..

Don't listen or let him discourage you! YOUR First priority is taking care of YOU & stick to yur guns, don't give up...Do what you have to do to save YOU! He will obviously be history anyway as soon as you are stronger...You deserve better & lot of women, me included have overcome abusive relationships...You can do it!

I feel for you. I too have gone through much of this. I discovered my parasite problem about the same time that my husband told me he was being unfaithful and I was diagnosed with autoimmune disease to boot! My husband yelled and chased me around yelling while I was sick too. It is pretty terrible. Being in a bad relationship makes your situation that much worse, because you don't have the support you need.

I was lucky that I had been to third world countries where the doctors gave me the low down on American medicine though. American doctors will NEVER listen to you about parasites. They are not trained to. They are trained to believe that Americans don't get parasites. Even if you tell them about your travels to third world countries, they still don't know what to do. They don't order enough stool samples, rarely order the antigen blood test, and are more likely to diagnose you with mental illness for even considering parasites in the first place. In South American though it is different. The first thing they look at is if you have parasites and they know how to find them. It takes a whole slew of tests and a good lab that tests for the whole spectrum of parasites, not just a few like in America.

My advice is to get your emotions calm as best as you can. Keep yourself together. Take the parasite herbs from the Health food store. The fluke variety doesn't go away easily. I finally broke down and ordered the meds from an overseas doctor. I think it worked, but time will tell. But I will probably be taking herbs for the rest of my life to stay clean. The meds get the buggers out of your organs though and that is where they were bothing me, in my liver. Please don't panic. I know it is difficult at times. One step at a time and you WILL get a grip on this thing. Good luck and God Bless!

I saw this and read some of your responses from some really good people.

What are your parasite symptoms?
Do you have any animals? Dog? Cat? What are their symptoms?

Verbal abuse is not ok. But as a person who is married and has been sick for fifteen years with an illness un diagnosed, it is hard for our spouses, friends and family to realize our medical system does not test properly for parasites. With this in mind, before attacking your husbands verbal abuse, try to look for help outside of the mainstream medical approach.
Go to a small health food store or if you can afford it, a holistic nature doctor. If not, like most of us, find a good small Meath food store. Call them and ask if they have an expert in parasite detoxing.
Lower intestinal parasites are the most dangerous, and microscopic! They are also not seen in endoscopes. Zoonotic parasites are so serious, but rarely diagnosed. So I decided to read up on this. When I did, I learned that my Veternarians were not treating my pets for lower intestinal parasites!
They did however, type a disclaimer on my bill stating, we recommend you have hookworm. roundworm testing done next visit. To add to this disappointment, if you have a sick pet, with symptoms of parasites, the test come back" none seen" ok.... What does that mean? Also, they WROTE this but never suggested it in person! why is that? We can land on the moon, create virtual reality, but there is no certain test for lower intestinal zoonotic parasites? Really? Oh...ok... I think it's completely irresponsible and predatory for financial gain. But maybe I am wrong.

I know this is an old forum, but I figured I'd answer anyways because I had the same problem. The itching and allergic reactions were the worst for both my cats and I. Presently I give my cats the Advantage 2 treatment. It's for fleas and live,but it also works for this problem. It works really well and I treat myself with Fenbendazole once/ month; it gets rid of the black specks and possible parasitic infections that may come along with the nasty bugs.