Lapis, I have been enjoying the articles posted in this Blog, especially this one. I don't know if this is appropriate here, but I would like to ask how we can use this principle of manifestation for health problems. Right now I cannot walk without a walker. My greatest desire is to simply walk again, even if the pain remains, I want to walk. I have prayed about this, used Power Healing techniques, tried Quantum Touch (although the author admits self healing can be difficult with back problems). I have also been blessed with people doing energy healing and Reiki on me. Still, the weakness remains. What's even worse, I used to dream I was walking, running, even dancing; but more and more I am disabled in my dreams. Why is my sub-consciousness doing this? There is no benefit in this problem. I live alone, so it is not for attention or pity. I would appreciate any advice, tips, anything that might help. More and more it seems like surgery may be my only option, if indeed it is an option at all. I am more frightened than I have ever been.

PS-I was glad to see this was written by someone named Mary. I was a bit concerned that you wanted Brad Pitt at your door with a dozen roses :)