It's in her journal section. Not all of it is here because it is a thing I paid for a long time back when I bought the ebooks.

Here's ane excerpt:

I want to share an experience that I have just come through by the grace of God. I recently found out I am pregnant with our 5th child. Although at first I was excited I soon thereafter chose to become angry and then depressed about this. Feeling sorry for myself I indulged in certain foods that not only weren’t raw but were of a low quality.
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I walked to town and heard some children shouting and they sounded so stressed, angry and mean and because of seeing the differences in myself I just knew it was their diets. I noticed I was becoming more angry and impatient with everyone in my family. I noticed that my son Adagio who is still nursing at 2 and a half had his first diaper rash! And – one of the main turning points for me - he started flipping out, having temper tantrums, throwing things, crying all day, and hitting people.
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So even after thirteen years of being mostly 100% raw I am still battling against the demons of cooked food addiction! And I think to myself is it worth it – all this battling? And I realize life is always a battle. If I wasn’t battling my addictions I would be battling cancer instead (as I was before I went raw). This way at least I get to choose the battlefield. And that is one of the most important strategies to know if you are playing to win.