Add Blog To Your Favorites!I am beginning a journey within to recover the body and soul of the little girl that lost her way many years ago. I want to share this journey with everyone who will listen. I do intend to put my words into booklet form so others may be inspired by my life.… more...
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- When a composed piece is a link from a past life... 16 d
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- intense reaction to Vienna Blood... can't explain. It caused a mini nervous breakdown. Now I'm obsessed with the piece.
- The Three Part Lotus 27 d
The mud, my base, is Roman Catholic christianity.
The Blooming Lotus is buddhism.
The Energy that is in and around the plant and penetrating all that is on Earth is the Holy Spirit of the Lord and Lady together.
That is where I am in my spiritual gap year. I am not likely to return to being practicing RCC BUT I love Pope Francis either way. Also, out of respect for my husband, I stay a member. Maybe one of these days I will go to weekday mass.
learning runes and motherpeace tarot cards...runes have taken a backseat to MPT because more people understand tarot
cleaning ... read more
- an update during the gap year
- Dhamma Brothers 35 d
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- Thich Naht Hahn and Dhamma Brothers
- Silver Raven Wolf Magickal Clearing Challenge 4 mon
Get ready for this year’s Magickal Release Program — 30 days of helpful tips, guidelines, and creative ways to get rid of the junk, clutter, negativity and unhappiness in your life! Each day we will work on a new challenge, dancing our way to a delightful new you! Don’t miss this once-a-year holiday treat that begins on 1 December and ends on the 31st. Best of all? Its FREE! You can do it!
What You Will Need to Work Through the Program:
An Open Mind
A Goal — something you wish to work on this year ... read more
- participating in Silver Raven Wolf's magickal release program
- The Mysterious Letter H 5 mon
The Lord and Lady loves to give confirmation. A day after I prayed for wisdom to be a channel and a medium for God’s love to sick people, I went to visit a resident dying in the hospital. I felt it was a good opportunity to exercise my psychic muscles and find out where my talents are.
Yes so this granny passed on and I felt very sad and this message came through saying I’m with H. I’m with H. Then I got a name Harold and I said he must be her husband. I was just telling my husband that the letter H was a true message from Spirit, from this old lady and the name must have been deep in ... read more
- a wonderful message from an old lady who crossed over...
- Meditation and Ritual 5 mon
I’ve made a 20 minute meditation and ritual part of my pre-work routine. Somehow the message that if I make time for the Lord and Lady in my life, they will make time for me came through. I have a special appreciation for St. Martin de Porres to give me a compassion for my present time work as a nurse in an old folks’ home. What I resist, persists and I’ve been resisting the idea of continuing to work in a sometimes hostile work environment.
I am allowing myself to continue to work as a nurse and develop my writing and my spirituality and eat more rawfoods. The pre-work anxiety dominat ... read more
- consistent meditation works!
- Halloween... Not Just Costumes and Candy 6 mon
Friends go to Boxmart (Walmart) and you’ll see that the garden section is gone and in its place CHRISTMAS decorations even before Halloween. I am sure that’s what the Jewish Jesus intended, for capitalist Christians to buy cheap Santas from atheist communist China.
I look at Halloween and think of honoring my dead family, the Halloween of my ancestors (the European half) was about harvest. For me it is about a shadow view, a hello from the spirits of my dead family, friends and my residents. Old folks who were close to me and their spirits, their energies remained behind. Can’t tell you ... read more
- 40th birthday awakening 6 mon
The end of 2012 was an epic end of the year for me as I entered an emotional stormy existential crisis after watching The Pianist. I was back in college as an ”adult learner” which twentysomethings who didn’t know who Adolf Eichmann was. Of all the classes I had, my world war two history class was the BEST class of all. It was taught by Dr. Thomas and offered a POV that was different and learned about things like the Bombing of Dresden. Well, I started writing... and writing...I have the first draft of a completed novel about one woman’s journey through the Holocaust and a short story also ... read more
- long coming update!
- Hacking my brain 19 mon
I started meditating again and soon I will start doing my eight gates meditation. I use a meditation timer on my iphone and here it is:
I’m starting all kinds of brain hacking things like memory palaces and meditation since I’ve gone back to university to obtain my RN degree. Stay tuned. I’ll keep this blog updated more often now that I’m getting back to what works for me which is meditation and tons of reading. visit the page
- meditation timers... I love meditation!
- Divine Mercy Sunday 24 mon
Jesus and I are still BFFs...
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- Watch this video!!!
- Yup still at it... 25 mon
Still trying to figure out life. I’m a little disgruntled right now but I still go to Sunday mass because that’s how irresistible Jesus is. I’ll admit through this whole journey I’m still intimidated by being alone with my thoughts. I still use food to soothe any anxiety and gained ten pounds this winter (that wasn’t!).
Being a nurse is harder than I thought and I also don’t like where I live right now. I need to move to place where being healthy isn’t so unusual! lol visit the page
- oh hai it's me
- Gospel of John/Bible memorization project 31 mon
I read it, rewrite it on a paper and record it on my iphone’s voice recorder. Why? Portable knowledge. I look at what is happening today and just wonder what we would all do if our fav toys were taken away! I love my iphone probably more than most people because I live in a rural area and come from city roots. Anyhow, I got this idea to start memorising the Holy Bible and wanted to start with the New Tes ... read more
- my bible memorisation project
- God's friend=suffering? 32 mon
Went to mass yesterday to honor the Assumption of Our Lady. Never know when the attacks will happen but last night I just became overwhelmed with the dirty condition of my kitchen. I’ve seen this pattern before. I go to mass and have a real heart-to-heart talk telling the Lord exactly how I feel then later I have a bout of depression and my husband and I have a disagreement.
Anyway, I continue to rediscover the value of quiet time and meditation. I’m going with the theme ’what I know’ and revisiting the original intent of this blog which is reclaiming the wonderment, mystical, metaphysi ... read more
- Still God's friend...I think!
- The Ren Hour 3 y
Outside this morning at 8am with my bible, prayer book and iphone.
One session of Daily Audio Bible
Spiritual Communion Prayer
and lots of silent staring at the trees and mental prayer about my family situation
I’m growing to love quiet time in the mmorning. visit the page
- one hour of quiet time...miracles or miracles
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