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day 2/90
day 2/90
Date: 5/21/2010 9:32:02 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 2703 times Ugghhhh. Nausea.
Cider, Pomegranite & distilled water and a banana for breakfast.
Salad w/balsamic for lunch.
Almonds for snack.
Darn near swerved off the road to get an ice cream before I remembered "Oh, yeah - I'm not doing that right now." Same at work - almost pit-stopped into the store for a candy bar to break up the day. That's at least 1000 calories in those two little splurges. That's two out of what is usually 6+.
My emotional comfort is so wrapped up in sugar, crunchy, chocolate covered junk du jour. Last night after my part time job instead of spending the money on a pizza (cash pay) I put the money in my gas tank and bought a SmartWater.
I was so cranky when the DVD player did not work when I got home at 10pm. Long day - 'I deserve it' I caught myself thinking. Man, how spoiled can I get?
'Selfishness and self-centeredness, that we think is the root of our troubles.'
Woke up cranky this morning. Just chemically 'off'. I'm always off - but I 'remedy' it with more chemicals, junk, soda for breakfast.
So, here I am. Day 2 and I choose to be grateful that today I have fresh food that is my direct connection to G*d. I have G*d in my life today.
It's a good life today. I promise that today I will fill the boots I've been so abundantly given.
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