Kevin...Why don't you post to the poster called 'propane'... he's been wanting to
help people with skin problems. Just put his name in the subject line.
Or in fact, you can find a post by him and he has his email open so you
can just email him. And good news...he's a MAN!!! yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Good luck and let us know if he helps you.

You're not going to get a lot of responses to this problem the way you talked
in your post. The majority of the posters on here are women and they're
not going to respond to that kind of vulgar talk. And wasn't it you just
a few days ago wanting to help young people find the Lord??? You thought that
was your life's calling...and I even agreed and encouraged you. But
I can tell you for a fact, Kevin, the Lord is not pleased with that kind of attitude
or language.

I ran in to the office and just clicked on to see if you had posted...that's how
concerned I am with your happiness...but when I DID find your post...I thought
"well my goodness gracious!" :-/

Find a post by propane (I hope that was his name) and email him and see what he says...
So far, I've only found where he 'wanted' to help people with skin disorders...I
don't know anything about his credentials or anything...and he hasn't been too
quick to respond to questions so far. But give him a try and see what he says....

And keep in mind Kevin...that we all have our problems..that's why we're all here...
to learn and heal and help others. We ALL have our crosses to bear...but we have
to grit our teeth and just keep on plugging along until we find the right solution.
What good is finding good health going to do us if we get so frustrated we loose
our minds in the long run. You've got to get control of your frustrations.
I had a problem 10 years ago that was so bad I just could barely stand the pain.
But I knew good and well that sitting around and fuming about it wasn't going to
help...so I just smiled through my pain as best I could...kept lifting others up...
and I finally got my problem under control. It wasn't easy...few things are...but
I did it. That's what you have to do...just keep on plugging along and making the
best of every single day until you do finally feel good. And it WILL happen!!!

There's a little story...you said you were a christian and wanted to help others...
so read this little story.

A young man was carrying such a heavy burden...he just didn't feel he could carry it
any longer. So he prayed to the Lord to lift his burden. The Lord said, "Tell you
what I'll do, son...just bring the cross you're carrying, to the store house...and let me put it in with
the other crosses people have brought in...and you can trade it for any cross (burden) you want." The young man was elated...he ran as fast as he could to the
store house and gave his cross to the Lord... who took it in and put it with the others. "Now, young man" the Lord said, "I have your cross...come on in here and get whatever cross you want to carry and it will be yours." The young man went
in and saw crosses (burdens) of all sizes...some were just huge...others just very
large...some were smaller. He spotted this small cross over in the corner and said, "Lord, I think I'd like THAT cross!" The Lord asked if he was sure. "Yes,
that's the cross I'll carry, Lord, and no more complaints from me." "Son" the Lord
continued...."that's the cross you brought in!"

So see...we think we have it so bad...when in fact, if we knew what pain and heartache others were suffering...we'd realize most of the time...we don't have
it quite as bad as we first thought.

We all carry our own burdens, Kevin....pain, heartache, you name it...but of one thing you can be very sure....there are ALWAYS people out there with lots bigger
burdens...than ours...and if we only KNEW what their burdens were...we would feel
so blessed to have the ones WE have.

Hope you're getting ready for your move...I'm thinking this is going to be the
big turn around both you and your body really need. kathryn

Uroligist. and what is that? again,doubt id be able to afford it. money ill be makin,ugh.