Hi Sanctuary. I remember you from the Iodine forum. I have been using Iodine and many other new found things that do my body good as I see it. I do what I do not to prevent illness but to give my body what it needs to be in perfect health :-)
You are right, you have been focusing on illness and that's why you are stuck there.
This can change RIGHT NOW :-) Envision yourself being healthy, feeling great, envision all the things you see yourself do and FEEL it.