I am still alive because of curezone

This is A LOT and is going to be the long version - I will start at the beginning. Born 55 years ago, not breastfed, allergic to formula immediately with colic, raisin-pie scented diapers and wore desitin on my rash-filled, drooling, malnourished, obese baby face. Finally able to not projectile vomit KARO and canned milk! RESULT: Chronic ear infections, respiratory - grew up to live with Asthma, Allergies, Migraines - hospitalized countless times - Antibiotics 50+ times lovingly administered by the WHITE COATS over a lifetime interrupted only by short stretches of "wellness". Studied anatomy,physiology voraciously along the way for "answers". Drank alcohol,smoked pot,did misc. other stuff - no mainline thank GOD. Highly stressed through divorces,death,financial roller-coaster - managed to give life to four BREASTFED children - single parent most of those years - EXTREME STRESS !!!
Fast forward to attempt SOBRIETY several times in 25 years (7years this time) and Chinese Medicine Woman Acupunture/Herbalist who made my inhaler/nebulizer lifestyle go away shortly after last drink. "Witches brew" also brought relief to mysterious 2 month episode of 40+ daily chronic black/tarry stools I assumed must be from Detoxing when the brilliant MD's could find no reason despite labs and $$$ consultations. Thought I was good to go, moved away to a new area and DID NOT continue HERBALS (MISTAKE)!!!
Fell in front yard when Sunami rang EARTH like bell(precise moment!) and broke knee 4 yrs. ago/infection in wound immediately, hence the LAST round of Antibiotics I will EVER take. RESULT: Declining health, despite SEEMING to breeze through MENOPAUSE w/o classic symptoms-NO hot flashes, mood swings, night sweats - it just STOPPED 5 years ago. ( This does NOT mean I am not needing HORMONE balancing!? )
MIGRAINES stopped with Menopause !

A new HELL descended when 2 yrs. ago I found life-forms all cozy on my skin- eyes, ears,feet,SCALP HAS NOT STOPPED ITCHING/CRUSTING. Lost eyelashes,eyebrows,hair died and some fell out. Rectal itch, and cronic itchy outbreaks on back and shoulders. Blepharitis/Demodex for sure - I have unbelievable OTHER specimens on clear tape !!!!! I have experienced the most incredible BRAIN FOG for most of 2 years - asked holistic friend "what could be wrong ?" She said perhaps CANDIDA - mind (mine)slammed shut for another month until I could not WAKE UP completely for weeks. She said again CANDIDA - I said OKAY-WHAT IS IT??? Embarked on CANDIDA CLEANSE(kit)and THAT was just the BEGINNING!!!!!

Since then I have RESEARCHED -
until my blurry eyes almost fell out - FOUND CUREZONE - began with Moreless who resonated with me RE:Acid/Alkaline, food,CHOICES and CONSEQUENCES, although in theory I "GOT IT" - still took awhile to INSTALL COMPLETELY and CONSISTENTLY !!!
HAD intense Sugar craving, high Coffee consumption - real bad diet. NO ONE and no amount of knowledge could make ME STOP or CHANGE - I HAD TO GET SICKER!!! Tried to do alkalizing drink - stopped when CONTROVERSY over HC on CZ made me CRAZY!
pH was below 5.0 at start- climbed briefly/hence glowing TESTIMONY, and I have been battling ALL privately,distantly on CUREZONE DAILY.(I love Moreless for Kicking my ass and keeping on saying "LIVE or die this day - 'tis your CHOICE")
In 18 months I have done several rounds of parasite cleanse - Paragone,Wormwood combo-HAD pinworms, liver flukes still, CANDIDA leaving in big clumps regualrly now.
CHANGED DIET with Best I can AFFORD and FIND w/o benefit of REFRACTOMETER( busy menopausal woman CANNOT live on peanut butter sandwiches, cinnamon rolls, coffee !!!) I am College student and CAREGIVER in the middle of all this to support my bohemian Artist lifestyle, and became so sick from lifelong health issues and bizarre schedule including endless STRESSS,
and NO SLEEP
I CANNOT WORK AT ALL ! No school for folks who are too foggy to get ALGEBRA !!!
Family frustrated "having to help" - GET A JOB they protest when I can't make clear how impossible it is when I have lost 20 pounds(already too thin)- weak,Little energy,am wasting away now it seems or is this healing crisis ???
but PERHAPS it is time to STOP ALL - keep on eating right !!???????????

Legend - *(available)
#(on board currently)

Alkalizing drink w/kelp powder and w/wo HC ??? *#
GSE *#
ALL good OILS(olive,coconut,sesame,flaxseed,almond) *#
Milk thistle *#
B-complex *#
Vit.C *#
Cal/Mag.*#
MSM *#
ES pinches/ including Detox Baths *#
P&B shakes *
Oregano oil *#
Olive leaf extract *#
Goldenseal root *
Biotin *#
Paragone
Wormwood combo
occasional ACV/Lemon enemas *#
Adrenal support *#
Lecithin *#
Aloe gel *
Melatonin * ( TOO powerful)
Maca root *# ( into month two to help with HORMONES and ALL system )
Probiotics - enteric coat *#
Papaya enzymes *#

NO- I DO NOT/did not DO
ALL THIS AT ONCE!!!
HAVE LEARNED to rotate regimen

I eat WELL NOW -rarely meat,lots of VEGETABLES
brown rice and adzuki, steel cut oatgroats, rice milk, eggs, rarely cheese or dairy, no grocery bread,(No bread at all for 2 months to stop the craving for flour,sugar)
berries, figs, apples,nuts, pumpkin seeds and fresh pineapple DAILY, sauerkraut recently, etc.


Adrenals have been WHIPPED to death !!!
Have poor absorbtion and leaky gut I'm certain ! Possible gluten int. ?
pH is at 6.2-4 right now and the BODY is skeletal, kicking out LOADS of
unwanted company finally.
Sinus and lungs have produced LOTS and cleared mostly- I SPIT EVERYTHING!
SCALP WILL NOT STOP crusty itch for 2YEARS
situated mostly at bony ridges and seems to
CO-INCIDE with transit to COLON area. (RIGHT before BM scalp goes crazy and then
evacuation brings itch RELIEF ??!! )
Sugar consumption has made scalp start itching
SKIN ELSEWHERE IS clear but VERY DRY
LYMPH is slowed with nodes swollen at right back of neck -
could not MAKE TEARS for 8 months.
HAIR, lashes and brows are growing in healthy
I oil pull coconut/sesame daily
2 MONTHS SUGAR-FREE
NOT drinking TAP WATER OVER 1 year- reversed or distilled
still bathe in it though
1 of 8 Amalgams broken/exposed metal in mouth
1 cup coffe daily to wean off entirely - lots of paud'arco,licorice
echinacea teas.
Occasionally still smoking tiny capri cigarette - I KNOW!!
confession is good ...
I'm close to stopping as they are dirty and foul right now due to
ALL cleansing
Rectal itch gone
Eyes and ears clear
but hear crunchy sound-left ear area w/scalp itch
NOTHING external makes scalp better -
temporary relief w/ ACV, OILS, BORAX, etc.
Only recently fluctuating temperature - been real warm since MENOPAUSE - cold most of life.

I AM SOOOOO TIRED and sick of scratching my head !!!!
BUT HAVE MADE GREAT STRIDES WITH SLEEP NORMAL HOURS -THANX TO tension tamer and sleeptime, and cessation of 24 hour caregiving shifts !

I am eternally GRATEFUL for CUREZONE - have learned much from ML,MH,GRZ,Glaxony, Fledgling,Jesse's mom,Trapper,Shellycat,Shroom,Zoebess,Dr.Sutter, etc, etc, etc - too numerous to mention ALL who have been instrumental in bringing me this far !
I am done living alone with THIS however, and ready to communicate regularly.
I need assistance and WILL NOT SEE DOC's who were trying to KILL ME - no faith in AMA, believing the CONSPIRACY, Chemtrails, Morgellons, vaccinations - can we ALL
move elsewhere ???
No- stuck here- need HELP!!!!
10 days ago - nine trips to bathroom one morning - dumped LOTS of candida and
BRAIN fog LIFTED !!!Relatively clear-headed since, light dizz and candida,flukes
leaving daily - never thought I would be so interested in poo!!!!
DIE-OFF has at times almost sent me to the NUT HUT !!!!! DON'T GIVE UP !!!???

I am seeking2clean and cannot get my image in post right now - too techno for me TODAY-copy and paste not working!
BUT INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is what HAS EDUCATED ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED YOUR SUPPORT & MEAT ON MY BONES
INPUT PLEASE !!!!
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