You are sweet...Re: I think I needed to...

I remember when you went to the hospital and the circumstances surrounding you going.

A couple of comments about your post:

I want everybody to know that when a patient was ready to put 110% effort into Dr. Schulze 's programs, he ALWAYS let them come back and see him. I have watched him on video, listened to him on audio, and read his texts over and over and over, trying to understand the guy. He IS a harda$$. He HAS to be. He KNOWS what it took him to get himself well. He SAW what it took when Dr. Christopher, Jensen and Airola (Schulze's mentors) worked with people. Christopher slammed folks with herbs, making them drink tea till they puked. Jensen drowned them in juice. Airola literally kicked people's butts to make them exercise more. They got people well. Schulze said, "Hmmm.... what if we did everything together at the same time?" That's how the Incurables Program got started. Schulze comments several times that his advanced degrees in martial arts served him well in FORCING his patients to stay in an ice bath longer or in the tub another 5 minutes during the Cold Sheet Treatment.

Underneath all that crassness is a passionate heart of love. I can see it in his eyes. He and Christopher would get so mad at these alternative health fairs, where people were selling...you know... essence of Chinese Deer Thoughts and aromatherapy candles and such. These things are nice, and I'm just as much a girlie-girl as anybody, but pamper products won't grow heart or muscle or skin tissue back where there isn't any. It won't cure cancer.

You can't be a weenie, and I've been a weenie. It takes balls (and I'm sorry if that word offends anybody- I'm using it purposefully) to heal naturally and especially do the full Incurables Program. It takes balls to stand up to the people you live with, the people you work with, and the people you hang with, and say "I am different than you. I can't be like you. I know we used to drink/smoke/sleep/eat bad food/argue together. My body can't handle what your body can handle anymore. I need to focus on ME right now. And if you think I'm being selfish by choosing to heal myself this way instead of the way YOU might choose (or instead of living my life for your personal gain), think again. If you love/care about/respect me, you will support me in my choices, or at least keep your negative opinions to yourself. If you don't love/care about/respect me, and choose not to support me in getting better, then, what are we doing here?"

I'm glad my posts encourage you. Thank you. :) And I'm very glad to see you here.

Wings