Re: please help me

Hiya
I read your posts with great interest and sympathy. I do urge you to read up about this 'alkalising' process... it really is a red herring. You sound like you have a really chronic case of Candida and you need to stop feeding it with all these veg juices etc. Your adrenals are pushing out stress hormones as a response to candida overgrowth and peaks and troughs of blood sugar/hypoglycemia, which can make you feel as if you are losing your mind, v anxious and shaky etc. For god's sake, read up about this from Hveragathi on Curezone and the metabolic typing people like Lawrence Wilson. Yes your cells may be acidic, but candida also renders other parts of the body too alkaline, like the stomach, GI tract and skin- but you can't address this by tinkering with the pH... once you address the illness itself and eat the right diet for your metabolic type, the acid/alkaline balance normalises itself. It sounds as though you are not absorbing nutrients and the quickly-oxidised fruits and veggies etc are just spiking insulin crashes all the time. See The Metabolic Typing diet book and/or Joseph Mercola's Nutritional Typing questionnaire to determine your metabolic type (free online).

Also try some magnesium and Sea Salt in some warm water- your adrenals aren't retaining these minerals properly so are pumping out loads of stress hormones. Sodium is needed to 'pull' water into cells- may explain all the vascular pressure you're experiencing- lack of minerals and intense dehydration through stress....

The only diet that will work for Candida is Bee Wilder's- and yes, you do it for as long as it takes. I have been ill since birth and I'm now 36 and finally after 2 years on her diet am finally getting back to health. And yes, you need to do it for a long, long time. There are no quick fixes. You need to stabilise your blood Sugar and drop all that sugar/carbs... if you read Bee's articles and more stuff online about Primal nutrition (also read Mark Sisson's primal blueprint book) you will realise that we evolved to eat animal foods, fats and low-carb veggies. Candida is a scarily accelerating phenomenon as a result of eating this crazy modern way- low fat, high starch. Read The Diet Delusion by Gary Taubes, or any of the Weston Price stuff. Sounds as if your poor body is desperately rebelling against this alkalising regime. The simplified nature of these theories makes me pretty angry.

Good luck-