I didn't hate Ozzies...They were just a prison colony in the Outback to me

I was twisted by what people said about gays. I was a racist too. I remember as a young child seeing a black beggar on a street corner and yelling out of the window of my father's car, "Look Daddy! Look at the dirty nigger!" My parents rolled the windows up and sped away in humiliation but imagine what that pour soul on that street corner felt. I was so excited and you can bet my parents never used that word again. They said nothing to me but I believe this woke them up to the impact their words had on a child. Anunnaki's words are feeding hatred to readers in the exact way my parents fed me what their parents fed them. What went in came out unexpectantly that day but today I would never teach that to my children.

Gays were something to be feared in my young life. I was an awkward young man who never had a girlfriend until I was seventeen. Those who don't have what they desire or can't do sometimes feel compelled to teach. Hitler was a talentless man who felt put down by Jews. His awkward feelings about sexuality was probably aone reason he turned to hate mankind and his inferiority complex turned his hate toward Jews into a movement that the whole world became involved in. Small minded men have had a powerful influence on mankind. Hitler wanted to make the world in his own image and he desired to teach the world how to think. Those kind of teachers are a poison to the institution of teaching. Anunnaki is trying to teach us about hate through some kind of powerlessness he must feel deep inside. On the internet, Anunnaki has some kind of imagined control over others. When I was a teen, I remember there were teens who would drive by the gay bar in town who would jump out of the vehicle and roll(beat up & mug) the gay men leaving the bar. I thought that was funny. Australia was in my mean spirited opinion the prison colony in the Outback where there could be no escape for those homosexuals. I imagined that every gay person deserved to be murdered because they were not human to me. I regret those words I said on that day as much as anything I have ever said. I wonder if the Anunnaki will ever turn that corner from hate to magnanimity? Let us hope for the best. Releasing that hate and turning it into kindness, Anunnaki could be a great healer but swimming around in the pit of racial, ethnic, and religious hatred, Anunnaiki health posts will drown in that pit of rage.

Would it be great if the Anunnaki woke up from its'(sic) misguided worldview and became a champion of love? Hate hides that frightened inner child from growing into something someone could call a human being. I hope some day to become the type of human being who has no hate at all inside. Fearlessness marks two kinds of people... the saint and the sociopath... the one one acts from a place of kindness where the other from a place of disregard for the dignity of life. I hope some day to regain the dignity I lost as a child for others. It is a long journey and I am always in one way or another moving toward or away from that place. Maybe one day I will arrive and the Anunnaki's of the world will not phase me in the least. I am still in the state of becoming.