Hi Tox...you're welcome and your message makes me feel not so alone too. It's a frightening place living with these things...I know how you feel, I've been in it for a while now. The physical symptoms they cause along with the Depression and down right FEAR (they will cause fear in you, this is what most do not know), is a challenge to live in. Sorry you had to give up work...but you will get better, absolutely. I was barely functional at one time too. I'm not all better yet, but way better than a couple years ago. Have you checked out Liver Flushes yet? This was a turning point for me. My panic was sky high, I can't even describe how bad it was. After a few liver flushes, I don't have panic anymore. (Still have anxiety though...but, I still have parasites..so it makes sense. But no panic, and that was worse).
You have kind intentions in your desire to help others, and you know, any of the great healers have one thing in common...they know personally what it is to be sick, and they healed themselves.