Hello

Hello,

I have been having dreams, guiding me to get well. I have and am chronically ill. Sometimes I dont want to have anymore, because I feel like I will go NUTS... but later realize that at this time... they are all I have.

Now, about you... from what I have read... this could be a gift... and possibly benifit you in some way. Possibly you could help someone with it. Not sure. I am sure others will come along and help you here.

I also believe that nothing happens to us unless we can handle it at that time. I had a vision, in broad daylight about 5 years... it was like another world visited me... and I walked into it... I was NOT AFRAID at this time, it was amazing.
I later had a breakdown, about 3 years later, mental/physical... and my mind really was affected. I also have lyme and candida... stress added to that and my mind really was suffering a few years ago.

I truly believe that GOD is helping me out at this time... and sometimes had started to get afraid... cause he might show himself to me... but later while thinking about it and talking to a woman, I knew that he would never come to me again, unless I was strong enough to take another vision or whatever else.
At this time I could not even handle... a voice telling me things... to get well, it would make me go off my rocker... cause.. my mind is not stable yet. Quite frankly, like you... I dont want all this, but it is all I have. Well, sometimes it is really amazing... that it is happening to me.

I also read that you would not be given a 'gift' unless it was the right thing for you. :)



Gehna