Here's the deal...honest, direct, and TODAY! Get on that phone and tell her in no uncertain terms your feelings. You must know. One way or the other you've got to be prepared for whatever answer she delivers. I would want to know TODAY, not tomorrow, TODAY. Lay it all on the line, all the chips in the middle and let that bet ride. You admit that you screwed up royally, now it's time to be judged by the one you love. It's all up to her. Tell her that. Tell her that your pride is on the shelf, all mistakes are owned up to, you want her back. You've got a solid 40/60 chance...that's way better than most guys ever get so quit wasting time and make this happen. Just remember one thing, if she does take you back she will NEVER FORGET what you did. Women forgive plenty, but never forget. If she's worth all this, and I'll take your word that she is, you better be a totally changed man because this is all the chances you get, sailor. Report back tomorrow...we all want to know the outcome.