"You clutch to a book that says God can't make sin, but if I was truly born gay, that is just what he has done, correct?"
Nobody ever said that "God can't make sin". In fact, the Bible tells us that we are all born in sin. IOW, we are sinful by our very nature.
"Some choose to explain it as something that must be changed through ex-gay ministries, yet a huge ammount of graduates from such programs end up manic depressive or sicidal."
Being gay is a sin through God's eyes, and so is stealing, lying, committing adultery, extortion, sexual promiscuity, and the list goes on. Why should gays be the only sinners, once they come out, who get suicidal for eradicating their sinful lifestyles. The real reason gays get suicidal is bc they don't want to admit that they are wrong, and they would rather die than submit to God.
"Too often is the Bible taken as God's word. Understand I am exactly who God wants me to be, and this was absolutely not a choice."
If God wants you to be gay, why does He constantly speak against it?????