food for thought:

A very poignant post by Rendezvous - well worth considering in your current quest:


//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=751463#i

(Also read the post below that one)

Take care, that you don't lose your spirit and your child's while traveling this road...

My heart goes out to you.

MadArt (ist)

"After 18 years of traveling the same road I have only emotional scars and regrets for having involved my children in such a painful path. My smile has been lost, my spirit dissipated, and my children's lives and perceptions altered forever in the harshest way... I shed tears from the deepest recess of my soul each and every day
for not having said: "Not me, not now." - "