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Day #10 - Mood = Bittersweet
i am so ready for vegetable soup ! i'll be going to the market today to pick out the vege i want. too bad ill only get to drink the broth for Day2 post mc and only be able to eat the vege on day 3 post mc....but hey..its allll soooo worth it !
Date: 6/28/2005 10:37:28 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1685 times Well D day is finally here..the final day of my first MC. On day #1 i thought it would never arrive, the road ahead seemed so difficult and the way seemed long...stretched out forever. But wonders of all wonders its finally here and i feel bittersweet about rbeaking the mc. The benefits of staying on the mc are tremendous...the energy level, the slimmer and trimmer body, the beautifully glowing skin, clear complexion....so why break the mc ?
1) i think the answer has to be greed cause im not hungry but i do miss the way food feels in my mouth, the taste etc.
2) dh is only going to start his mc when i finish with mine
i feel like i am saying goodbye to a friend who has grown on me..to the point of being really great friends and it feels like we're at the airport and he/she is about to catch a flight home never to return and saying goodbye is so hard to do...more like breaking fast is hard to do....they say that rbeaking fast is hard to do...now i know i know that's its true..dont say that this is the end...
ok, ok enough of moping. what's the big deal right ? i can always do another mc in 6 months time. the thing is knowing my "greed" will i ? will i be able to die to self again and do an mc for another 10 days (lets not even talk 40)...this is pathetic....i feel like i just might cry...why is it that being "good" to our bodies makes us feel so good healthwise and yet is so difficult to do.
i love the way my skin feels and looks...i love the way i am full of energy and am able to take on a myriad of tasks all in a day when i would have otehrwise stretched it over a week.
On a cheery note, i am going to start eating healthy i.e. more whole foods and closer to raw and down with the processed. i will allow myself a treat once a week but the rest of the time i am going to eat healthy for my own sake.
I weighed myself today and am down to 125lbs. That's 5lbs in 10 days. not much but i look like i have lost way more than 5lbs. I have great stamine and am just a bundle of energy. i love waking up before the alarm and feeling full of energy ready to face the day. I was readong about someone who was on the mc for 30 days and lost 30lbs WOW !
A note about AF, usually on day 1 through to Day 3 of AF its heavy and then spotty on day 4. Yesterday was day 1 of af and i was spotty and today its regular...im wondering whether the MC has anything to do with this ?
i am so ready for vegetable soup ! i'll be going to the market today to pick out the vege i want. too bad ill only get to drink the broth for Day2 post mc and only be able to eat the vege on day 3 post mc....but hey..its allll soooo worth it !
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