god,

what........a..........DAY

I HATE MY FRICKIN JOB. I dont even want to go to work every day. I totally dredge it. I stand there for hours at a register and 5 million people with groceries come through. I am standing there and my ass is burning and my crotch is burning and my dick is sore and hurts everytime I move. Almost feels like skin of my dick rolls up and makes it stick. very uncomfortable and I CANT DO IT. Sometimes a certain area of my crotch hurts, like tonight it was the left side of my crotch between my left leg.

If this is a healing crisis or dieoff symptoms,I can hardly go on..I know I have said this before and its like a repeat story. The longer it goes on though,the more tired I get of it.

I know a lot of you may think im full of S** and making this up. Just to let you know,every symptom I say and everything I describe is HONEST true. I wish it wasnt. I wish I felt like a normal 19 year old and could wake up with no neck pain and stuffed sinuses and cramps amd 5 million moving nervous feelings through my body.

Somehow I made it through today...if there is a God I wish hed take this away..