Re: hot water on eczema euphoria phenom; anyone?

I am trully stuck also it feels so good that once i'm on a binge i cant stop. The Doctors just say Oh are you putting your Ointments on two or three times daily. Ya right think that I will try the hair drier. If the water gets to hot in the shower it makes my whole face start to peel about a day later. And that because I'm burning my arm or Stomach. God I don't get me! I hate my skin because I cant picture someone loving me with the ugly flaky shit. But what would happen if the person that loved my found out I was burning myself for the Orgasm. They would'nt Get it. I have had someone walk in to the bathroom during a burn. They say OMG how hogt is that water? I personally dont feel the heat of the water. I dont understand how we can take intense pain that others would feel. My son once spashed a hot chocolate on his arm he got real red and a blister. I touched the liquid and said to myself I would love to feel that on the back of my leg, I am so happy to find others. If you have kicked the habit then please let me know your secret Take care Rick 47 Oregon