Re: God?.........

This is why I'm having such a problem with my relationship with God now. Initially, I didn't blame him for this dreadful monster but at this point I'm wondering what happened to "cast all your burdens and cares on me". I am a born again Christian also and I know I've been praying about this for years but to no avail. I haven't tithed in years because I couldn't afford to if that's an excuse. I haven't been the best Christian in reading the word, fellowshiping and praising but I'v also kept my life pretty clean. I don't drink, smoke, have sex(I wonder why?) but I do have a cursing problem. Maybe that's it. Hell no! I've seen people who are not even in the faith and get their prayers answered after I told them to try prayer. So I'm not buying that. I don't even know anymore.

Basically I've been real honest with God in telling Him that I came to Him just as I was 15 years ago and I couldn't make any promises. I can only do the best I can which is not a whole lot. If He's waiting for me to get perfect to answer this one prayer(only prayer), then He will be just as disappointed as I am. At this point, I feel like I have given up on Him as far as this issue is concerned and at 30 years old it doesn't matter anyway. I don't want to live like a hermit because it's very lonely and depressing but I feel like I have no choice. People are in church asking God for houses, cars, etc. and getting their prayers answered. I ask one simple request and told Him if He gets rid of this curse for me, I won't ask Him for much else. Still no answer...


Disappointed in God,

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