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Summer Solstice Preparation--Dream
Laundry List of feelings, a nightmare,
and preparations for the Summer Solstice.
Date: 6/15/2009 10:57:33 AM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 1386 times
8:33 PM
June 15, 09
Woke up in another debilitating nightmare.
I was entered in a program at a new school.
There was another male character
who was an ally.
There was a woman who was wanting my attention,
but I spurned her. This was not a good move.
She was in a leadership position at the school.
There were numbers of others in the school training,
that was a bit intimidating.
I went off on a separate journey to get seeds for
a special ritual. I wanted to bring them back to the school.
I missed a lot of schooling.
Then, when I came back, the woman in charge
was angry at me. She was in charge of the program.
I needed her support to do the ritual.
She was the Gatekeeper for allowing me to participate
in the program.
I pleaded with her for forgiveness and explained
where I had been. I apologized for not being in touch
while I was gone on this mission to bring back the seeds
to the students.
I thought I had communicated and that she would allow
me to participate as one of the leaders.
I was in the audience.
She began to announce the names of the people who
would be in the ritual.
I had worked so hard to go bring back these seeds
for each student.
She began to speak the names,
telling a little about each.
He came to the end of her list of naming.
She did not name me.
It was an excruciating pain to be left out
like that.
__
I laid in bed after this dream for a long time
attempting to regain my composure.
I have had other bad dreams in recent days.
Yesterday, I woke up with a breakthrough and
redid the Room For Rent Ad, based on eliminating
our structures that are not legal for rental.
This will mean higher rents. I had the strength to
in the early morning to ask two of the women who
have been allied against me and really not getting
the Vision here to leave.
---
REGINA JENSEN of SPACE OF LOVE MAGAZINE
came through for me. She aded the interview
online that was printed in the magazine.
It would be a complete if RON NASH would follow
through a send the Mp3 of the interview.
Is there any way he can upload it.
The URL that Regina used also needs updating.
The SPACE OF LOVE Magazine she directed toward
in real outdated. I would prefer to direct people to
my PLANT YOUR DREAM BLOG.
____
I am processing a lot of deep disappointments
and shock.
I got through the FM yesterday with a lot of
grace. My diarrhea was explosive, but I made it to
the portable bathroom without needing to
change my pants. There was even a lineup
outside the bathroom.
I am feeling in prison about this diarrhea condition.
The worse possible thing I could have done was
throw in the towel last night. I near did that by
asking Angelene to buy me some Cocaonut Ice Cream.
I was already unable to digest my food. My bowel
was already in shock, and here I was on this suicide
mission. Gratefully, I did not eat the Ice Cream.
It is likely in the freezer.
I am also having increasingly intense radiating
shock pains, nerve pains, running into my feet.
This is getting worse. This is made worse by
sitting here at the computer. Great!
Just what I need, a limit on the time I can
sit during a period when I need to do some finances.
My Sales Tax is due by the end of the month.
___
CLEAN UP PROGRESS
I spent about eight hours last week
making a difference on the back porch.
Yesterday SCOTT put up two more shelves
for me. There are high. I need to use
a stand.
I am coming out of an incredible period
of mess in my room.
I want to focus on this a lot this week.
I want to complete the back porch today,
and also make progress in my room.
It saddens me that there is really no room
for anyone else to share this space with me.
I am going to do my rest to remedy this
situation this week.
I will need to put some other things on hold to do that.
PRACTICAL
I better check on the Water Bill.
I better check on the biz card for the solar man.
The plumber did call yesterday.
He can put in a new water heater this week.
I want to make sure that will connect up with the
thermal water heater.
FM COMPLETES
I brought in some nice flowers for the back porch.
I can complete on the stuff I took down.
I spend about three hours on Saturday just cleanup up little
things.
LA MILPA ORGANICA OPEN HOUSE
NEAR THE SUMMER SOLSTICE
The LA MILPA ORGANICA OPEN HOUSE
is this upcoming Saturday. This is usually
a time when I binge. There is also the H20
event in Long Beach. When is OMOTO speaking?
Connection with both QUINTON MARINE PLASMA
and work of--oh no, did I forget is name?
The Healer who worked on me and gave me the HOLIN,
healing tool.
CHECK ON H20 event.
When does Omoto speak?
Starting to get pains down my lower limbs.
Flowers still in the EG Mobile.
Have compassion Leslie.
Things are going to take time.
Love Yourself.
Will I see Best Friend this weekend upcoming?
Likely. Where? Up there, or down here, outside chance.
COMPLETE ON FM PHOTOS OWED
To that exercise now please.
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