Clean Up--January 14, 2013
Clean Up--January 14, 2013
Date: 1/14/2013 10:13:54 AM ( 18 mon ) ... viewed 342 times
Friday, Saturday, Sunday Night--January--Clearing some
There is a big question mark in my mind this week. I have an appointment with the surgeon who did my Hip Revisions about ten years ago. I had pain four times at least last year on my left side that lasted a number of days. The last time was a big sign. It happened over my 65th Birthday week and limited my walking in a most beautiful place where I went to retreat.
My plans were altered.
For the last month, I have been having colds and some weakness that seems like flu-like symptoms. I was feeling in recovery for a few days, and have been respecting the cold. Our house is very cold and drafty.
Yesterday at the Farmers' Market it was also cold and I started to feel weakened again.
I took two oxy during the day...the Boiron product.
Friday--went through one Shelf
Cleared the floor where there has been a box for six months--but I have no place to put this. It now is sitting on a chair waiting space on a shelf.
Saturday--Victory in part--it took near all day to meticulously clear my desk
There is still some things to do there.
I am about 90% there. Sometimes I leave things on my desk to remind me to finish them, but there they remain.
Sunday night, I sent through a few more notebooks. I get completely absorbed in a few things. Last night it was some old photos and memorabilia. I will need a rope to pull myself out if I get too deep into this. Each little project can get absorbing. This is not my Main Winter Project, but this cleanup is long overdue.
It is scary the way I can get absorbed in these unfinished energies. I have the hardest time just tossing out, especially photos that have lots of energy in them.
I Spent one hour at least on this one--an Old 4 page brochure of a Great, Great Event in 1980
This trip down memory lane got me in touch with two old friends that I wanted to know how to get in touch with.
FLYER FROM THE OLD ROCK YOUR SOUL EVENT 1980-
My mind pulls me in. Some of these are things I have been looking for. This flyer came to mind in December 2012. I was involved in an event for the 21st. I wanted the "youngsters to honor the role I might have played. I could have been onstage, but the night of the meeting I was unsure of myself and did not speak up. I was started to go under the weather.
I passed through the New Year cycle--New Years Eve and Day--not fit to go out because of cold and a cold inside me.
I Need to Have a Srategy for going through some of this
It is too much to take on all at once.
If I can clear one box....on the floor to make room for old notebooks.
It would be good if I could toss out. I will need more Living Space for
"Grow A Healthier Pizza," The Book.
I can't afford to spend the time allocated to write and work on current projects here in the past.
I better call Lurrae.
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