Onion or Mirror? by Chef JeM Blog entry

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by Chef JeM

Onion or Mirror?

Recent life experience supports my recognition of an unconscious victim pattern!
(3rd Post)

Date: 1/2/2016 7:03:07 AM ( 8 y ) ... viewed 1442 times

Richard Rudd has not only written Gene Keys - one of the most beneficial books in support of our individual and collective evolution - he has continued to serve humanity as a teacher of consciousness. Although it was some time ago when I was introduced to his continued work in identifying "64 Victim Patterns"[1] it was only in the last hour that I experienced a live recognition to one of those victim patterns, namely # 22 - "Victim of other's ungracious behavior". That one came up for me this past day. Having had a most recent experience with that one I was able to immediately recognize the relevance within me! Looking at my Human Design chart I see that I have my Design (unconscious) Moon activation at this Solar Plexus (Emotional) Center's Gate. Checking my copy of Gene Keys with my notes at the 22nd Gene Key I see I had what appears to be a 3rd reading in April '14 and possibly the start of a 4th reading in February of last year. I also noted "Now in light of my Venus Sequence and feeling connected to the Design Moon activation here." I believe it's time for another reading/contemplation to keep this energy dissolving! I intend to begin doing that shortly!

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March 8th -
The first Solar Eclipse of 2016!

I'm a "sponge" now for understanding the current Solar Eclipse and all the transits that come with this event as it has an impact on planet earth and all of us (to various degrees) over the next six months. The Sun and Chiron are transiting Human Design Gate 22 in the Solar Plexus Center. The Gene Key Shadow there is Dishonor. Saturn is transiting Sacral Center Gate 5 with Gene Key Shadow of Impatience.

It is "... the ego (that) has you rushing from one thing to the next – dishonoring yourself and others.

Dishonor is to forget that your actions, thoughts and words have an effect of your fellow human beings. Dishonor is to forget your True Identity."[2]

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March 20th -

I like this Blog post! I like the title as it can give me (& possibly others) something to consider maybe even contemplate when one is in a moment of potential self-reflection. A few days ago I told a fellow "gardener" that I take 100% responsibility for all of my feelings and emotions without exception. Therefore I have no one to blame for whatever feelings or emotions I may have. Earlier this day I felt feelings of frustration in my attempts to have a complete communication cycle with yet another "gardener" and it showed (at least my frustration became most evident to me)! Fortunately I am able to stop and "standstill" (with my Throat Gate 12) and I did that. I stopped talking and I stood still (silent). The other gardeners were silent for a moment but then they started talking again. I then made a another attempt to communicate my truth that up till then appeared to me to be resisted by the inquiring gardener. Moments ago I came to realize my truth in a clearer and more direct way above and beyond how I was responding earlier. Now I will say here:

I'm not on board with "D mission" and I never was on board right from the very start of it and no cajoling can ever change the truth of that!

I took the original inquiry within my soul and with deep self reflection (my inner mirror) and had processed my frustrations to the point where I finally got my clarity expressed in the statement that I have just made above here. I now am looking through a "glass onion"!

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Very soon after posting the above I posted a new entry that represents my philosophy here: http://www.curezone.info/blogs/fm.asp?i=2309546

I've been asked why I haven't essentially haven't gotten on board with "D mission" and now my latest post can answer that - if one has the ears to hear it!

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Notes:

[1] https://www.google.com/?gws_rd=ssl#q=%2264+victim+patterns%22

[2] http://catalystyogi.com/whats-the-root-of-impatience/

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Keywords:

unconscious, victim pattern, human design, gene keys, ungracious behavior, human evolution, collective evolution, love of humanity