two hearts that beat as one..

there are two girls at work that capture my attention at this time..two very beautiful and different girls..one is I can sense very warm and friendly,heart on her sleeves,very tall and classic good looks,very nice body..the other is cool as ice,doesn't speak very much but I can sense a depth inside of her,shorter then I,but very beautiful..something about her screams out unorganized and intense,under a very cool exterior..I LOVE her sense of style,very trendy and cute..kinda like a hipster but not soo cliche.The only problem I have with her is that her intensity frightens the daylights out of me..and I am worried that I may become lost inside of her,I don't know much about her other then she is gorgeousness in cool sexy dangerous sort of way..I can tell she has some skeletons in her closet that I wouldn't want to know about..its just in the way she carries herself,she leads with her hips and as if her twat was leading the way and she merely follows..sexy as hell with a pretty face to match..she intrigues me but I know nothing of her.She mirrors my own angst and coolness in a way,I see myself in her (pun?lol)

the other girl..I am strongly attracted to emotionally,there is something there..I just don't know what,I can't explain it but it's familiar in a sense that I know we would be good together,it's just that right now..I am so shattered and broken inside that I would only bring much pain into her life,I know I shouldn't be the one to decide for her but I am afraid of hurting her..because I am very much aware of the pain inside of me still brewing,though there is nothing more then being with her,close and her in my arms even just to hold..would I rather be.Because I feel soo strongly about her,not even knowing her..it's best that I choose girl 1 over girl 2 being that I have alot less to not only loose but less likely to hurt her.

As beautiful as she may be..I am just wreckless when it comes to affairs of the heart,I am just not mature enough to deal with those feelings as great and as wonderful as they could potentially be..I'd rather forget about her and not even know her to begin with..