I don't consider myself strong, though I do consider myself stronger because
of my experiences and I can relate to the world around me much better because of
it. I view the process as never ending and I certainly haven't arrived
yet, though I've pretty much drained the emotions from the experiences.
I don't combine a "mindfulness" to my meditation, I use spiritual
techniques for releasing things that I don't want in my reality including pain
and hate (have had loads of that). Sometimes my meditation will be simply
allowing myself to run my earth and cosmic energies which clear out my chakras,
and some of the time I'll focus it on healing projects. Here's a summation
of the kind of meditation that I practice: