TMAU Diet/ Eating Disorder/Genetics

Here is the thing I'm 25 I weigh 105lbs. I weighed 115 before trying the TMAU diet. I've never been big at all or had weight problems. During the TMAU diet I start looking really skinny and sickly in the face to the point where peole thought I was dying... By the way I still stinked to high heaven. I used to smell like poop. Now I just smell of Ammonia/piss.

Has anyone experienced this before???? I found people on here that weighed a lot or ate unhealthy had benefits with the diet. But what if you already ate decent and is to skinny and frail to even be on a diet.
What then???? Plus if you don't know what supplements to combine and its damn near impossible to get a job then what???? Your just waisting money...

I know it's a sin to commit suicide but isn't trying to diet even if your developing an eating disorder the same thing?????

Side note: To the people who's family can't smell them your lucky....
My family can smell me and avoids me terribly. They also know this isn't my fault and still don't care. Also if your family can't smell you doesn't that mean its a genetic thing since you all share the same genes. If your family can smell you is it something you can fix since its not connected to anyone else in your family genetically????