Re: Am I destined to DIE?

Holy crap...you poor kid. I'm not sure why you posted on the OP forum, and if you are praticing OP, but I'd start right away. OP makes me calm and I have no idea why....perhaps the essential fatty acids.

Maybe it's time to get a simple bloodwork done by the lab coats, in my humble opinion.

But to me it sounds like you are suffering from some kind of anxiety disorder which can be either physcial or mental. This can certainly cause the crying jags and depression. How do you assess yourself for something like that? How can you start treating yourself naturally if this is what you have? Perhaps it is something as simple as blood sugar, perhaps something more sinister like Chronic Fatigue or even chemical sensitivity.

No matter what I think the time for self assessment is over and time to turn to some more expert opinions. Of course you don't need to follow their advice but maybe something might reasonate with you on your journey.

I so wish I had something to offer you and feel somewhat helpless. I don't know if you cross posted this, but I think you have excellent support here at curezone.

Molly