Lost and Found-Slavery & Freedom
I am in a deep healing moment
claiming Freedom from addiction;
building upon new found inner
strength. God Bless Twin Soul/
Best Friend gives me the opportunity
always to grow.
Date: 4/5/2007 12:33:12 AM ( 6 y ) ... viewed 740 times
April 4, 2007
"You are very mutable!"
Judith tells me,
after an amazing hour on the phone
just ended. I taped it with permission.
"That is remarkable for a fixed sign
don't you think?" I say.
"Yes but the other side of that
is sick. You love pain."
That was my old self, and now I
am coming into my freedom.
I plan to write a Want Ad
for my new Future in Love.
I am more caring of my own self
I will take it moment by moment
as far as communicating with
anyone until I record some of the
amazing healing of the last few days.
I am in a little window.
Earth Day in April 22, but I need to
stay with what I need to do next.
NEW ART for this Day:
April 4, 07
Tons to do today.
The First Annual Enchanted Garden Seder last night
was a powerful healing moment for me, as well
as the four women who attended.
I did not record this unbelievably healing
moment with any photos. I was too into it,
and I when I mentioned all that was missing here
was a videographer, one of the woman said,
"photos would never tell this story!"
I could have told the story in photos but
I did not want to interfere with the authentic and deep
enchantment that was in the moment.
I did not want to step out of it to record it.
The images were so profound.
Today, I am not answering phone calls until I can catch up
The comments that were entered by each of the four women
who attended have no relationship to the Blog itself
Four Women, One Man.
More see Comments.
Jane speaks, Tamara speaks, Rashi speaks.
None of the women who attended read that Blog.
I just opened up a comment window while we were all cleaning
up and asked each one by one to make a comment.
I wrote the blog during a part of the seder when
a few of the women were massaging each other
and washing feet. Everyone had that done to them
while we each rested prone with head lower than heels
on a Bodyslant.
The Bodyslant is one of Dr. Jensen's favorite tools
for getting blood to the head.
I really want to capture some of the Images before
they blow away like leaves of pages, leaves of trees.
I found myself waking up this morning with profound
clarities, and appreciations.
I learned so much from doing this seder.
I was in my own healing moment that had to do with what
I was learning personally through doing the seder,
as well as what I was learning from the whole experience
of preparing to do the seder, as well as the my own
transit from my personal narrow places to my own freedom dance.
I took some notes this morning.
I was reflecting on so many things:
The Profound courage of Twin Soul/Best Friend
(As Usual...) to speak her truth. God Bless her!
What a remarkable Woman.
She had been holding inside her Truth that
she wanted to cut out the physicality between us.
What is a good moment to tell someone that????
There really isn't any.
The day after the Full Page Ad in the San Diego Earth Times
came out, and the stories about the Joe the Farmer/Enchanted Garden
Exhibit in the the San Diego Earth Fair, April 22, Twin Soul/Best Friend
called me back. We had briefly spoken the night before. I called her
rather late. She is a night owl, but she many times does not want to talk
on the phone after 8:30 PM. She can answer emails, she reminds me.
So I am wanting to hear from her the next day. I am thinking
I may be coming up through her area toward the end of the week--this week--
and I would like to stop and see her.
Some part of her knows this is a loaded appointment.
We seldom have physicality between us, but we have history
that I know exists in her subconscious--that one of the Rare and Special
times we do connect has been around the Passover. She may not
consciously remember that, but believe me, her body Knows.
And yes, I mean Know in the Biblical Sense.
I will write more about that healing later,
but for now....I want to go eat more of the Maui Gold Pinepple
we ate last night, and do a review....of the Sedar itself.
I want to make an Art work from the words....
Oh...I have a phone appointment with Judith Larkin Reno in four minutes.
Catch up later....
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