Does it matter?
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Date: 1/30/2010 5:38:30 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1164 times Ate a BLT rather than the usual snacking on just the bacon. (Raw vegan, was I EVER? I hardly recall.) Went for a walk by the river. So cold! At times I could barely hear the water and others the sound was so soothing.
I prayed for acceptance, I prayed for a grateful heart, I prayed for peace. I prayed that I just do the right thing.
I have been skipping my evening grooming regime for about 4 weeks now. Just don't feel like I matter. I do. Tonight - I'll get back on it. I did so well this year when I first came back in practicing good habits and not letting my depression or learned helplessness rule me. I have a choice tonight. I will pray as I take each action, I will say 'thank you' for whatever it is that is happening in the moment.
Just pull my head out of my *ss and live.
5 degrees farenheit. It's a beautiful night.
Thank you, G*d.
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