Always in the present appreciate what you do have. A cardinal comes to my front door every day and chirps away until I visit and then leaves. Now her children do the same. It makes me smile. A bluejay comes to my rear porch the same way... I don't know why they come or what they have to say... but I know some how it is supposed to be that way. It is imprtant to be very present in what you are doing today. Enjoy what you have. It seems like you do. There are going to regrets about what you don't do but don't regret what you are doing today....