Re: Problem is

I understand EXACTLY how you feel.

But please, we cannot lose hope.

We have to hold on to God, and let go of the world.

At that point, God will SEND us the world.

Listen to what "Rudy" has said here on this beautiful site.

Also, go to places like auroealis.com, where it talks about the "Power of Words".

Read THE ANGELS WITHIN US, YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL (by Arnold Patent). THE LIFE AND TEACHINGS OF THE MASTERS OF THE FAR EAST (by Baird T, Spaulding). And if nothing else, read this message below that was sent by Jesus to the living mystic Vassula (from tlig.org):

Jesus speaks:

"I have said not to worry about tomorrow, do not worry, trust Me; I wish you would understand, that by leaving Me space to breathe in you, I would feel free to do My Work. I wish you would understand fully one day, that all you have comes from Me and is My Work and not yours. Without Me, you are unable to even wink your eyes. So abandon yourself to Me; do not let your subjectivity deceive you. I love you and I will not see you fall;

"Desire me and nothing else; accept what you have and all that I give you; do not listen to people's gossip; rely on Me, for this is My Work; subjectivity will always guide you wrong; let things happen as though they are happening by themself; this is the way I work; do not 'push' things, events; by 'pushing' you are also pushing Me away. So stay and remian nothing, let everything come from Me...

"Beloved, I will tell you this: every step you want to take come first to Me; come and consult Me, pray to the Holy Spirit of Counsel and Advice, and I mean every step, everything you want to undertake, come to Me first. I will guide you. Never plan on your own.

"Pray for discernment; do not hurry. I have layed down My Plans long before you were born....I have commissioned you to declare and transmit My Message to the world. But...remember...I do not ask you to convince [others]; let those who have ears, hear..."