HA HA!! I killed him in my dreams. I still dream about him but they are not bad. It's usually that I'm back with him but he never have sex. And I wonder why and why I'm even with him again. And sometimes think, how the hell am I going to get away from him again.
He also had me thinking "I was a jinx". In a desparate attempt to get me back he threatened me and tried to convince me that I owed any success I had in life to him. LOL!!! I've gone on to do quite well w/o ANY man in my life.
I can relate to the PTSD. I would get all stressed out every time a car pulled into the driveway or heard people arguing.
It's amazing how similar our stories are.
Kudos to us for getting away from these creeps and not allowing another jerk to run/ruin our lives.