Thank you. I know it is going to take a long time to heal, but I would rather know now than to not know for another 10 years. I dont know if I am more angry at or feel sorry for all the people who choose not to educate themselves and refuse to listen because it is not something a doctor tells you. How many times have I heard "did a doctor tell you that?" and "get off web md". One day they will be sick and suffer needlessly because they are not procative about their health. It is a very lonely road, and I have gotten almost 0 support and one failed relationship over this. I am almost afraid to get tested because if it does come back negative I will have to hear about that. Not that other peoples opinions matter. Just frustrating as hell when no one has your back.